trish. wow!

i went for coffee with trish monday afternoon. i was worried about going to meet her 'cause i didn't know why she wanted to meet me. she asked about what i do in my 'spare time' and that made me nervous.

the first thing i did was ask about the stim house we stayed in on friday night. she filled me in. it's a place owned by a friend of hers. a bit of a party house.
then she quickly moved the conversation to focus on me. i glossed over what i did at first. i told her i knew a bit about modifying cid's and i told her a bit about the modifications i do on them. i wanted to know why she was asking.
she's a partial volunteer. she's had a cid mod to access her emotional centers. she used the mod for a bit here and there just to explore and see what she could do with it. after a few stims with pleasure and sadness she noticed she could almost do it herself with the cid turned off.
that brought 2 questions to mind. why does she turn off her cid and what does she mean she 'can do it herself.'
she told me she turns off her cid when she's not using it. if she's not scanning for information, connecting with someone, or stimming herself, it's off. i thought that was a bit weird. i haven't met anyone who turns off their cid unless they have to.
she told me she felt like she could stim her emotional centers herself and she felt like she had a unique insight on how and why we have emotions.
weird.
i switched the conversation and asked who did her mod and how much she paid to get it done. she said someones name i'd never heard before and she paid $400 for the mod. i told her i'd have done it for half that and told her to come to me if she ever wanted anything else done. i lied a bit. i would've done for a bit less but men say a lot of stupid things when sitting having coffee with an attractive woman.
we talked a bit more and i was contemplating asking her about my strange connection the other night, if she'd ever had one. i decided not to but i did ask if we could get together again sometime. she said how about now with a sparkle in her eye. woah. i wasn't sure how to take that at first but by the smirk on her face i knew.
she came back here and ended up hanging out all day in bed with me. other than the fact that i had to do twice as much work yesterday, it was awesome. i'll definitely be seeing her again.