i can't believe what trish showed me last night.
she told me awhile ago she had some control over her emotional centers. she connected with me and showed me a few images. that's easy. any volunteer can do that. then she 'placed' a couple of images in my emotional centers. it was weird. it was dream like. i've never had that happen before.
she asked me what i thought and i asked her how she did that. sending images into some one's brain is simple. it's part of what having a wired brain and a cid is all about and what it's for, but to 'place' images is something i didn't think was possible.
she told me to relax and placed an image in my pleasure center. i could 'feel' it there. i'm fully aware of where my emotional centers are. i need to be to mod other people's cid's for stimming.
after she placed the image there she did something, i don't know what, that sent me on a high that was truly euphoric. for a few seconds i lost all awareness of anything else.
when she stopped she asked me what i though. it was incredible! i've never felt that way before. i've stimmed that center of my brain before but not like that.
then she asked if she could do it again. this time she did whatever it is she does and then she touched my arm. while in a euphoric state and at the moment she touched my arm she did something else. she stimmed my brain where my touch receptors tell me i'm being touched. it was tantric. it was amazing.
i asked her to tell me more about how she knows how to do that but she said she had to go. she said she'll tell me another time.
life with a wired brain
2.23.2022
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