more security

trish and i just got back from breakfast and there was security everywhere. they're still there. maybe clip is rubbing off on me but it seemed like a surveillance drone was following us. it gave me the creeps.
i don't know what's going on but we're going to head over to clip's to see how he's doing.

trish wants to introduce him to a friend of hers to see how they get along. i'd like to see that.

clip and alex agree

it seems both clip and alex agree that the security commotion we've been seeing lately is in reaction to some terror threats. it's strange though 'cause the alert levels have not gone up during the security elevations.
trish thinks they're paranoid. i know clip is but i don't know alex well enough to say he's paranoid.

trish and i are going out tonight to make up for saturday. i'm taking the day off tomorrow and i'm going to get drunk. i need to ease the pain from my bruises. they still hurt.

clip's investigation

clip has been looking into what the recent security commotions here and in la have been about. alex connected with me yesterday afternoon and filled me in on what was going on on saturday in la-la land. i was with clip at the time and let him know. clip started scraping his sources to find out why there were security elevations for short periods of time. it's something the fnb won't report so clip has to turn to his sources for the info.

i'm still hurtin' from the weekend. trish is coming over to hang out with me for the day. that'll make me feel better. it'll keep my mind off what happened.
i have lots of work to do today. i got a new client last week. it's mostly scanning. boring.
i have one cid mod to do today. my first in a long time. i think i'll blow the cash from that on a good friday night.

it happened again

this time i was hurt pretty badly.
i just got home from the hospital. being a full volunteer has it's advantages. i'm in for examination as soon as i get there. i show my card and i'm next in line.
i'm ok other than some bumps and bruises.
clip says he was with me on friday night. he said i just got up and left around 9pm without explanation. he followed me until i went into the same nightclub as before. he said he waited for an hour or so but had to leave due to increasing security.
i have no recollection of what happened until i got up this morning. i was hurtin'.

i talked to trish. i was supposed to meet her saturday morning and we were going to go downtown shopping and to have dinner later on. i was a no show and she couldn't connect with me. she said i was online but her requests for connections were denied. she said it was like connecting to a computer with a firewall. that brought up the question why she's connecting to computers with firewalls. she said she'd explain later.

i've got to find out what's happening.

a show of force

trish, clip and i were sitting downtown having coffee yesterday after dinner. we saw a bit of a commotion out the window. we were sitting right by the window and we could see up above the streets. there were several surveillance drones closing in close to the coffee shop. all of a sudden conventionally armed security came out of nowhere. they pretty much swarmed the street in front of the cafe we were in and just stood there on guard.
we weren't able to see if they apprehended someone. we couldn't really see why they were there at all. clip was losing his mind. he got up and calmly walked into the washroom by the back door of the cafe. i knew if he bolted i would see him later on or today sometime.
fifteen minutes later the security was gone but the surveillance drones remained. i went into the washroom where clip was hiding in a stall. i let him know the commotion was over. we left and walked clip home. trish and i went back to my place and we fooled around while she tried to show me how to place images and thoughts into people's heads.
an interesting evening to say the least.

it works!

i got the straight to satellite reciever/transmitter to work! i had to do a lot of fiddling around with it this past weekend but i got it tuned up. trish was a bit upset that i was spending more time with it than i was with her but i had to get it done.
as i was tuning it i would constantly be connecting and disconnecting to test it. every little while trish would see me testing it and she would place an image in my mind to try to distract me. it worked but i had to keep working on what i was doing.
it's amazing how she not only places images in my mind but she'll place her vivid memories in specific areas of my mind. that not only distracts me metally but it does do physical things to me. it is my mind being stimulated after all and my body reacts. i've tried a few times to have the control with connections that she does but i just can't do it. i don't know how she does.

today i'm going to lean back in my chair, scan for latent io and do nothing. i'm looking forward to it.

it's alive (i think)

i tried my straight to satellite connection and i think it worked. i connected with trish and after i tried it she said she got a weird connection from me. she could tell it was from me but she couldn't tell what i was doing.
i've got a lazy day with just a bit of scanning to do and only one cid mod so i'll have lots of time to work on my new toy.

girlfriend?

well i think i've got a girlfriend. i've been spending a lot of time with trish. clip likes her so that's good. it's always good when your close friends like the girl you're with.

alex has been filling me in on his views and giving me some info to look into. they're similar views as clip's but he doesn't come off as an angry protester bent on disagreeing with anything reported on the fnb.
usually i take what's reported on the fnb with a grain of salt but it's laid out and done in such a way that makes it good to watch or connect to. but i'm sure it's all orchestrated that way.

one of the things that's been taking up some of my time and competing with my time with trish is a new device i think i've got working. it's a small phone sized communicator that will take my cid connections and direct them straight to satellite. right now my cid will connect to the nearest node and go from there to anywhere. in doing so my connections can be tracked and therefor i can be tracked to within a block or so. with this new device i'm going to try this weekend, i can connect to a satellite and by doing so i can be tracked to a state.
i don't want to sound like clip but i don't like knowing every time i connect someone knows where i am. and i know they keep logs. it's part of being a volunteer.

terror alert is down today. we're all still trying to find out who blew up the office of terrorism countermeasures and the intelligence, surveillance and reconnaissance service.
the more they talk about the office of terrorism countermeasures the more it sounds like an old policy started by bush jr. attack them first before they attack you (even if you don't know they're going to attack). so the countermeasures part of the office may be the wrong word to use.
government. can't live with them...

it happened again

i woke up this morning not knowing what i did this weekend.
i was with clip and connected to alex when i blacked out. clip said i got up and said i had to leave. alex said he just lost connectivity. it was around 9 friday night.
clip said he followed me out partly because we were at my apartment and partly because he wanted to see where i was going. i'd done it once before when i was with him and he couldn't make head nor tails of it.
he told me we walked downtown and didn't say anything to each other. i went into a night club and he was denied entrance with no reason. weird.
alex said he couldn't connect with me and gave up after trying a few times. i connected with him this morning but he didn't have any info to give me other than that.
thsi is really starting to get on my nerves. especially since trish was trying to connect with me all weekend too. she thought i might have turned my cid off and tried e-mailing me.

we're also on alert this morning. no reason as to why but security is high. clip won't leave his apartment.

confirmed rumours?

i hate to say this but the rumours may be true. i connected with alex yesterday after he e-mailed me with his cid ip. he gave me some seemingly reliable information on the rumours of home grown terrorism. the reason i hate to say it is because when clip tells me these things i roll my eyes. i know clip well and i've come to take his paranoia and anti-anything rederick with a grain of salt. so to have it come from a complete stranger makes me feel a bit bad.
trish has also expressed concerns about the latest attacks being carried out by westerners.
maybe one day we'll know.

speaking of trish, i really really like her. she's been showing me some of the things she can do with her cid and her connections. it's amazing! and taking a page from clip i get these strange thoughts that she may be controlling my emotions so i'll like her more. she can do weird things in my head, with my emotions. i like it though.

what's new?

i haven't felt like blogging much in the past few days but i guess i should catch up here.

i've been hanging out with trish a lot. she's shown me more things she can do with her cid and how she can connect with me and make my brain do things. it's amazing.

clip has returned to his 'normal' self. he can come and go from his apartment as most of the security has returned to normal.
he's got all kinds of theories on who and why they attacked right down to individuals working in the buildings that were bombed. he gets his news from sketchy sites online, i get mine from the fnb and i try to come to some median between the two.
when i look further into what clip has been telling me i'll fill you in here.

i received another connection from the russian cosmonaut from one of the space stations.
this one was coherent and i asked who they were and what they wanted. i didn't get a name and they apologized for randomly connecting with me. he did tell me that he was a russian cosmonaut on the newest space station. that's about all he told me. weird.

clip ventures out

clip came over last night. this time he brought food and coffee. trish was here.
security has lightened up a bit and curfew has been set back to normal.
he seems to be ok with trish and doesn't know what i'm talking about when i tell him he claimed she was working for 'them' after we first met her.

i've been wanting to tell clip about what trish can do with her connections but she doesn't want me too. i want him to experience it. too bad he can't.

well as rumors suggested the attackers from a couple of weeks ago were white guys. they're trying to identify them but they're having a hard time. covered faces and stealthy tactics are no match for high tech surveillance. they haven't released video on the fnb yet but clip said he saw a bit of one on some site he goes to. he said there wasn't much to see.

work is boring lately. if it weren't for the odd cid mod i would be going nuts.