life with a wired brain

5.14.2022

what to do?

wow! i spent most of last week worrying about trish. i couldn't get a hold of her, connect with her or find her. it was driving me nuts. i'm not really sure because we've never really talked about it to confirm it but i'm pretty sure she's my girlfriend. i know, i know, that sounds a bit pathetic.
friday evening i was finally able to connect with her and when i asked where she had been she really didn't have an answer for me. what am i supposed to make of that?
anyway, she came over on saturday and pretty much acted like nothing happened. i asked her again where she was and why she didn't respond to any of my requests for connection or my e-mails. she made up some stuff about work. blech...

on to a new week. it's nice out and i'm going to get most of my scanning done this morning so i can spend the afternoon on a patio with clip.

5.07.2022

back to normal, kinda

well it's back to a normal week after a long week of visiting and a short week of lazing around. i haven't heard from trish all weekend and i think she has her cid turned off 'cause i haven't been able to connect with her.

i was hanging out with clip a lot over the last few days. more than usual. he told me he's thinking about having me repair his cid so he can start using it again. he's really intrigued by the straight to satellite device. he likes that it connects straight to a satellite without a terrestrial link. it'll let him connect with someone with no way of finding out where he is by checking tower id's and ip's.
same old clip. he would still be a fugitive and that would keep him his paranoid self.
i asked him if i repaired his antenna what we would call him? he's clip because he clipped his antenna. will we call him solder? ha!! he didn't laugh.

5.02.2022

now i'm bored

in an effort to catch up on scanning for clients i missed last week i've done the whole week's work in two days. and with alex gone life is back to normal. no rushing around and touring the city.
now what am i going to do?
i'm going over to clip's for the day. he's going out and doing things as normal even though security hasn't let up in weeks. he figures this is just the new security setting and he still thinks something is afoot. i'll bring him coffee and we'll hang out in front of his building in the sun. it's supposed to be sunny and warm today.

me

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